Irreparable Alienation and “Double-Slit” Egos

Call ‘em whatever comes to mind on the subject…

They’re:

Fake HOEmies.

Hypocrites.

Habitual liars.

Cheaters.

Slanderers.

Schemers.

Haters.

Frenemies.

False flaggers.

Self-righteous nincompoops.

Dookieheads.

New-Age pharisees.

Bigots.

Closeted hoodoovoodoobooboo punks.

Grifters.

B*tch*ss n*66*s.

Narcissists.

Pick a card, any card….

I can keep listing them, but that doesn’t matter enough to me for me to entertain it.

What disappoints me is when people don’t hold themselves to the same standard(s) they placed on me, but get an attitude when they see that I’m not miserable in spite of failing their “requirements” and “expectations”.

I remember when I intentionally went more than a year without contacting anyone at all to see what I could accomplish, and I didn’t disappoint… lol

Way better than asking questions and not getting answers back in time.

It’s funny how me not wasting my time is offensive to people that don’t see me at all unless I’m viewed as a threat or a quick come-up, or a remedy for their boredom. lol

Anything but a child of God, right? lol

Disgusting… lol

It reminds me of the double-slit experiment. I tried to discuss it with some people I mistakenly thought were the closest to me over a decade ago, but they didn’t care. So I moved on. It ain’t pop-culture and it ain’t a quick dollar, so such talk is a waste of time to them… I get it. lol

The oversimplification of the experiment seemed to be that observation can change outcomes.

In similar fashion, I realized I enjoyed my time much better when I wasn’t around people whose perception of me wasn’t a reflection of who I really am (because of their jealousy, envy, believing AND spreading false rumors, etc). By wasting time on cultivating relationships with them, I was squandering time that they never had the power to return, whether it be by choice or ignorance.

That’s like going to work, minding your business, getting money, and enjoying your peace. Meanwhile, they constantly (I’m wondering now if it’s intentionally) misjudge you, and keep getting offended at that because it doesn’t suit the FALSE narrative (their failed attempt to undermine you) that you’re a weak, parasitic freeloader with multiple mental-illnesses, much like the “underachiever” in 753161.

That also reminds me of the study about how teachers would treat students based on expectations they were led to have of the students, and how that would affect their students’ performance.

Oh well… now I’m wondering what’s going to happen now that I know I’ve been relatively “observed” by people that have failed to uphold their ends of the deals they made with those they conspired against me with.

Let go and let God, huh?

Bet.

Moving on, now.

Enjoy the show.